oh love, im so happy for you. :)

You deserve all the best happeniess.

love you and miss you

hello lovey.

how are you?

I missed you!

xxx

Dont worry darling, your not alone on wondering what that really means.

Seems like you've been through a storm and then some since we last talked.
You'll come through it though, we have to believe everything is going to be ok, or we'll fall apart.

My piece of advice is do what you want.
Because if you just do things to please others then your not living, your living for others.

You asked awhile back if i had xanga, im not sure if i answered or not, but no i dont.
I tryed making one once and it was so complicated i didnt try again lol.

Anyway i hope you are well, and dandy love.

huggles and love

Blast from the past?

I dont really celebrate new years so its ok :)
lol three words of death, i havent heard of that before.
=]
huggles and love
p.s you'll say what you feel outside your dreams when you are ready

Be very very very careful about your belly button ring;
if they get infected 99 out of a 100 they scar. I have one.
I find all my lovely piccies at myspace.
There are dozens and more photography people you can add as friends to get pics.
=]]
glad to hear you are well.
huggles.

eeep forgive me darling
Power went out -- which meant no computer which meant no MDD
i went alittle crazy, and then doubted my writing and didnt post for awhile. =|

As for your question.
That poem "Cocaine White" was a dream..
dreams are so much kinder than reality..

Im happy that your doing well.
But when we ourselves start to do well, we start to notice others problems.
There's always tomorrow to be a better friend =]]

huggles

U know I wish I had a friend i could turn to!! LOL all mine are sorta out their ya know maybe thats what u need! lol someone u really can trust to help u with ur problems!!

-good luck-

=]] Im happy for your realizations.
Happy early birthday!

p.s im not going to say your lucky for finding such a awesome guy, but im going to say i wish i had the same fate as you to find such a awesome guy!

<333

darling you have to write a new entry soon! =]]
I think those off again on again relationships teach us something
and make us better at relationships.
I've had a ton of those.
.....

Hope everthings going good for you
<333

.

I've been loved.
I dont have love right now :((
But it is something to be loved.
The ironic little twist is the person who loved me
is the person i love now.
cept' he has a girlfriend now...

Why was 15 such a crappy age for you?
Mine was my favorite year, well autually 14 was.
I got my first kiss, my first boyfriend
and i was like 105
Things were good then.
<333

Wow. 18? Scary stuff
I wanted to be 15 forever.
But that didnt work out.
<333

Moi? Im a old geezer lol
Im 16.
How old are you?
&& if you already happened to tell me
sorry i have the worst memory for names and dates and such.
<33

There nothing more perfect than having
a. a boy who makes you smile
b.friends you can be silly with
c.&& all your limbs
<33

hugs darling
feel better soon*
x|3

=))
Love is amazing.
Im glad you've found it.

Thankyou for sharing your advice.
I wish i could see it that way, i will in time i guess.
<333

Im not 110 yet.
I want to be 110 by october.
I used to 110 6 months ago, but i stopped caring what i looked like.
I would gladly give you 5 pounds if i could.
<333
pp.s minigolf is awesome.
But im tragically horrible at it.
lol

Sometimes Forgiveness takes time and trust takes time to rebuild. Has he acknowledded what he did?  Have you told him ho whe hurt you? 

   Drugs?

    Wishing you the best!,

         Jewel

I dont know any lesbians, here everyone is too afraid to come out.
Is Jack's Mannequin a song? Cause if not no.
<333

I love lesbians!  One of my really good friends is one.  I didn't like her girlfriend much either.  I mean, the girl had a crush on me which was strange, so I introduced her to Katie(my friend) so she would like her instead.  It worked and everything, but Hillary(the gf) was CRAZY.  She still is crazy...ick.

I like the Daily Show too.  I love all those shows, haha.

cat tranquillizers??
lol
I forgot to say i love your previous title
Oh what is your favorite song by something corpoorate?
Mine's right now obviously punkrockprincess, but i really like shepaintsme blue
<333

sitting and talking with the boy you adore is probably the best thing in the world.

<3

i know what you mean.

smokin weed doesnt really thrill me either.

if i smoke too much i get all anxiety like and i lose control.

and i hate not being in control.

so i know how you feel...haha

i love the smell of it though...

aahhhhh XANAX is the DEVIL.

i swear that sh*t is terrible.

ive never done it personally...but ive seen the effect taken on other people.

my advice to you. is to please be careful.

<3 take caRE!

CONGRatS to you!!

<3

Aww, congratulations! Hope it all goes great.

Audrey

crazypants.

i can't wait for the beach.

oh thats so exciting!

butterflies in the tummy is the best thing  ever!

oh snuggles are FUN!

yay for no drugs!

haha i wish i could have the image of being chestless.

LUCKY.

i agree, i started out this with a few other diarys, and this is the only one i keep coming back to.

Dear Cookie,

   I'm 42...How old are you?

   I'm glad to read that you made yourslef make new friends.  YAY You!

   Hope that you ahve a great time at your friends.

   Wishing you a good day,

       Jewel

next saturday, when you will get seriously banged. in a park. with a skirt on.

|^^^^^^^^^^^^| |BEAUTIFUL truck | '|""";.., ___.

|_..._...______===|= _|__|..., ] | "(@ )'(@ )""""*

|(@ )(@ )*****(@ )

Beautiful, YOU'VE BEEN HIT BY THE BEAUTIFUL TRUCK

ONCE
YOU'VE BEEN HIT, YOU HAVE TO HIT 8 Beautiful People IF YOU GET HIT
AGAIN YOU'LL KNOW YOU'RE REALLY BEAUTIFUL! IF YOU BRAKE THE CHAIN,
YOU'LL BE CURSED WITH UGLYNESS FOR 10 YEARS SO PASS IT HIT WHO EVER YOU
THINK IS BEAUTIFUL

baby! that was arguably the best comment i've ever gotten in my life. i love you. i really do. i'm so glad you said those things. they meant a lot. and you do too. and i'm sorry i didn't get to talk to you today :(

but i knooow your day was marvelous. i'm so glad i know you. haha. however lame that sounds.

<3 always,
your juliet

i love you. you're not just a hookup to me :)

aw. seriously though. <3 don't worry.

Heck yes life is wonderful right now!!  Luv the optimism, fjklsadjfas!!! 

[catastrocky]

smile

There once was a man who owned a sausage factory, and he was showing his arrogant preppy son around his factory.

Try as he might to impress his snobbish son, his son would just sneer.

They approached the heart of the factory, where the father thought, "This should impress him!"

He showed his son a machine and said "Son, this is the heart of the factory. With this machine here we can put in a pig, and out come sausages.

The prudish son, unimpressed, said "Yes, but do you have a machine where you can put in a sausage and out comes a pig?"

The father, furious, thought and said, "Yes son, we call it your mother."

lmfao we're so cool. i love you!

hi ,well i like to say things but i dont want u to think im saying it bad way im saying it as if u were my sister.i think its wrong to have boyfriend at this age i mean im 12 and im gonna be 13 soon.i like a boy but im never thinking to be his girlfriend and i think he likes me too.but it doesnt matter and its not gonna make me crazzzy.all im saying is we are still kids even when some people say no we are teenagers is doesnt matter we are still not adults and we are not ready for boyfriends and if we did have one we gonna have preoblems soon coz we dont know how to haddle it and thats why we are kids or atleast thats what they call us.im not thinking to have bf untill im 18 or 19 i might like some boys but not be their gf.thats what my mom tought us until now and she says boys dont want u coz of who u are they just want to have fun then leave u and go with someone else.but im saying this like a friend and i hope u dont get mad or anything coz thats what i hate about one thing when someone gets mad at me i fell like i did something really bad and god is not gonna forgive me.at school or at least in my class im known as a quiet and smart sometimes they call me angel well i wish i was.i never lied to my mom and i havent done anything bad in my life but i still dont comsider my self angel.anyways i hope u understand what im saying i hope u good days and good life,bye